The same problem as before…

I feel damn bad about my work life these days.

Well, this kind of feeling happens to me every time I come to the end of an employment… Steve Jobs said, “Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life. Don’t be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people’s thinking.”

There are various problems… management, stupid support tasks, “music” in office…

I fuxking hate listening to someone else’s music… I need a quiet environment to focus… I need to design the data structure, justify my colleague’s work and collaborate with them for various issues… focused… and silence…

Management is always a problem in every company. No one likes their managers completely for sure. There’s always misalignment in expectations and targets. I like the fact that my voice is listened. But people don’t understand that I don’t get paid enough for the quality I deliver… fuxking hate this….

Stupid support tasks… I have no say… but just finish them… even if u r Albert Einstein, u still need to do those fuxking stupid sending bulk email job…

Hm… the root of all these evils is…. I don’t really like web development and project based work… From the very beginning of my career, I knew I can only develop my own business in order to get the satisfaction I need…

Maybe I should just fuxking leave no matter what…

Maybe I must really take a bold step. Quit my job and devote my time to my development work. Maybe I just get a part-time work somewhere to pay my bills and spare really most of my efforts on sth I believe in so much.

If failed… then just fuxking get a job in some ibank and live a life as if I’ve never existed in this world at all.